waaaa if u ask me right now what I really wanna do... KILL ME!! huaaaa no laa... I'm not like others unnormal teenagers that like to suicide muahahahha... ok... what I really wanna do right now is cry cry and cry!!....
my heart has been tore by something....waaaaaa who's willing to accompany me crying!!! :'( I just can't believe the truth that I just saw... waaaa its hurts.... how come!!!! now I won't care about my health anymore!
he has leave me... I'm alone now... I got no one to tell everything that people did to me.... MR A!!! come home sooner please.... I can't bear this problem alone... u always support me and say... fau think positive! I always there when u need me...
But now... u had to go.... :'( I try to understand your situation but I can't.... I still remember your word to me... when a group of boys are bothering you...or on your phone...tell them... I'm your boyfriend... huhuhu so sweet of u....
waaaa I really miss you... and after I open that wall... my hearts tearing more n more... how could he... MR A!! I need to story to you about that another Mr US... waaaa.... mummy.... I can't hold back the tears anymore... its hurt... its killing me day by day....not my appearance... its kill my soul... I'm gonna be dead body soon....
This is my promise... there's no news about me until the next 2-3 months.... I'm really feel the pain that bring sorrowness in my life... so I'll better silence from now on....the bestfriend a.k.a best boyfriend I ever had.... I need you!!! Balik la cepat... :'(
*for me the white rose resemble dead people... we put on the grave as a symbol... when the rose wilt we have to forget the person that died so that he/she may rest in peace.... But I don't wanna be a white rose that wilt... I wanna be a white rose that slips from a man hand... and I wanna believe that the man is looking for me right now... :')
*Dear God...its hurt....
yaaasssiinnn~~dear,just bc0z he's away doesn't mean he's gone for good.Think about it,what if he finds out what did u do to urselve?u dont have to hurt urselve just to let the sorrow go away...think positive fau! oh my gold fish~
ReplyDeletehahaa...no lah its not true... its my fate I guess... everyone that I love just slowly disappear...next one will be u and yourself right...so don't ask me to think positive when there's nothing to be thought about...no one will know what am I doing to myself...cause the hurts is inside...there's nothing to be detect on the outside...even na don't know what happen to me while she is with me E.V.E.R.Y.D.A.Y..... :')
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