On one fine Friday morning....
I cannot lift up my head... feel heavy and burden much!... this is what I always feel when I haven't sleep for 2 days and cry and finally sleep while crying... If u readers wanna be in my world...try this... haha no need lahh...let me suffers alone...
okay then I heard someone knocking my door room... It was very hard for me to get up... and I can't hear the person voice clearly to confirm if its my mother or father.... then slowly walk to the door... but when I open it there was no one... and I heard a door being close... I think that person already enter his/her room after I don't reply her/his voice just now...
then I went back to sleep...after a few minute... another knock on the door... and a voice that can be heard clearly..it was my mother... I opened up the door and ask... why? did sister want to go to tuition or not? yes she will go and take a bath now... and I just followed her order with a heavy head....and teary eyes... <----look in sleep I also dream that I'm crying.... damn this love...
It has been about 4 days since my last food that I have the most appetite... after that I have no appetite at all.. I don't eat much... why?? haha u all will experience this when your phone doesn't produce any sound of caller or msg coming.... Its a bit heart broken... u will think all the people that u LOVE forget about u already....
and till today I still can't eat... whenever I want to eat...I feel like wanna throw up... poor me,.. let it be... I can't force my tummy and mouth to digest it right....I miss my listener... Mr .A... u said u wanna call me when u free on Friday... I still waiting...but there's nothing from u... I have so many problem and sadness to tell u...
do I have to wait for u and be in this sick condition until 3 month? huaaaa.....please give me a call... I need to hear my phone ringing... or else... I'll continue suffering.... knowing that people that I love forget me easily.. there's no one that care about me except u anymore... what I treasure the most in my life right now? LOVE... while doing this I have to experience more sacrifice and pain... just endure it Fau....
I'm ok with my condition right now... but the people around me keep asking... do u sick fau... no larh I'm okay.. then do u have a problem?? what u kidding me? I have tons of problem... :')
*Another day to go without you, is another days to suffer....
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