bila ada K.A.M.I

so today i went to the public library to read some comics there... then when the clock stroke 11:30 am... ili is coming!! ili is coming... like a vampire that appears out of nowhere... :o

so the adventure begin.. oh sorry... so our adventurous day begin... :D

Mulanyaa kami pegi makan~~ lunch laaah konon... kul 12~... kmi makan nasi goreng (siam) *sebb dibreketkan akan diberitahu kelak...sila teruskan pembacaan anda.. ;)

LEPAIIHH TUEE,

kami p melalak... memang kemaih laa fau xpenah tengok ili smpai tera tue..masuk bilik standard jaa... tapi tahap ke-tension-nan dia tinggi kowt... so dia pun melepaskan sepenuh tenaga dlam nyanyi kami yg x seberapa... 1 jam masa dipecahkan begitu sahaja... yg berlalu biarkan berlalu *ok xleh blah~

lepas karok... kami meneruskan adventure... bagaikan org yg asing dari negeri kedah..kami merantau... mencari McD (founder UK)... xleh sebut penuh nnti kena block...

org ckap klau saket tekak makan ice cream...jgn duk p minum aiq ais...sebb ais tue dri ayaq paip..ice cream okay~  sebb takut saket tekak lepas melalak laa kami cri ice cream... dh jumpa settle!..

then kami jalaaan lagii..sepatutnya time lunch nasi goreng siam tadi..kami nk makan tom yam.. teringin katanya~...dua2 pulak tuee..cri2 kul 12 mna ada kedai makan bukak lagii... soo now... kul 3 ptg..kmi meneruskan keinginan kami..dripada kempunan.. nnti batu belah batu bertangkup makan lah aku pulak.. haaa kan~!

dgn gilanyaa..kami melangkah ke pak hainan.. :D meng-order semangkuk tomyam sup (thai recipe) dan 1 set 3 keping chicken wings (klau xsilap famous food in sarawak or sabah or bandung not sure).. *keping ka? kesah~ haha...

dan seriously tom yam tue punya tahap *rabak mulut... memg I LIKE!... mistake nye ili g minx air coke... hebat laahh... waa ckap.. i takut nnti tengh nganga mulut nk suap ayam darah tekak meleleh kowt...hahaha...

*kami xtau tekak kami pakai windpipe level berapa... good quality~

lepas menjamah bagaikan ppuan mengidam.. kami pun masuk cc.. layan MATLUTHFI! ngan SAYAPEMALU...layan adik beradik niee... gelak2 1 jam masa dipecahkan lagi~....

habeh2 gelak.. naik atas.. ili ckap... huuurmmm u ckap nak beli cake bday i.. xbeli2 lagi kan...

jom2 i nak DURIAN CHEESE(malaysia+ US) menapak lah kami ke secret recipe... 3 kotak dia balaih... xtau lah malam nie dia makan sorang ka hapa.. tue kes dia ngan rumah dia la.. tapii yg penting...

dalam tangan time duk beli durian cheese tue dia tengah pegang TRIFLE CHEESE homemade by ME!...

walaupun homemade (recipe by nigella lawson from london)

and before i headed home... i tell her... malam nie upload gambar u tau...confirm HIJAU... tengok lah dalam bracket tue... berapa banyak negara dia campur satu hari... gilaa... tapi totally i dngn dia xdak beza pun...kami actually makan totally the same food... n ini akan terjadi bila hanya ada KAMI... bila kami keluar 2 mmg akan tercipta pelbagai jenih sejarah~...

tue xmasuk cerita dekat pacific hari tue lagi... mmg confirm laaa... we r the perfect square root...

so in form 4.. we already applying something that we choose to be in our way of living in the future... our own interest.. so kami agak xbersedia utk berpisah mengikut haluan n hala tuju diri masing2..

they said...

Friend (END) 

ada setengah org ckap.. no3...friendship never end...

hang duk merapu apedia??

if god say its gonna end.. its end...

believe in God.. Allah S.W.T..

So we as a human just gotta be prepared for it..

we don't know that we might lose one of them in the future right~~...

so till then... Assalamualaikum~

Explain....

hello3... :D

yeah... I'm a bit mad frustrated n entah... serabut agaaainn... tapi3... disebabkan seseorg tue penah ckap.. n penah ajar... walau mcm mana marah sekalipun kita... kita kena jaga pemikiran n perkataan kita... sebb org lain xrasa apa yg kita rasa... so perception diorang lain dari apa yg kita tengh pikir time kita mengamuk... so i am controlling my mind right now... fuuuhhh~~

here im gonna go veerryy nice with u broo... firstly... yeah terjelas n terpampang problem nie berpunca dari u... so at first fau boleh trima klau u tanya benda alah tue pasal sapa... if u lupa nak tanya n suddenly marah2 i can forgive lagi... tapi bila dah i saw your status... yg i mmg yakin2 confirm2 untk i... mmg agak terkejut laa... klau i ada lemah jantung...bukan setakat maaf... kata2 pun xkeluar dah... sila cari kubur jawabnye...

tapi klau u buat status mcm apa salah aku... aku buat apa...bla3... mmg boleh laa dimaafkan... tapi start2 status... terus kutuk i balik... dah ape kes... n a bit hurt that u wrote...  that u have endure it for 3 years... dah nampak benar laa ke-x-ikhlasan-nya persahabatan kita tue... n satu lg... saya bukanlah jenis yg mudah terasa dengan kata2 or status org... sebb tue org yg guna tektik nak perli2 dalam twitter or fb nie xterkesan dekat sy...

tapi bila u buat status tue xtau lah kenapa... maybe benda tuhan nak tunjuk... kuat sgt mengatakan thats me...thats about me... sebb tue i straight minx tolong kawan u... n it turn to u yg cepat sgt kot negetive... kawan u tanya lain terus pikir macam2...n when i sendiri nak tanya u... siap ajak keluar lagi... u serang mcm kucing nmpak ikan... at least klau time tue... u let me talk first... n ask u betul ka status tue pasal fau... n maybe fau boleh tanya hampa elok2... kenapa rasa mcm tue... n benda xjadi panjang mcm nie... 

tapi nak jadi hot story nya... u terus ckap benda yg even xpenah betul... n said u know everything from a friend that u misunderstood... that time baru betoi2 rasa apa itu -sakit hati- bukan sebb bercinta... (im not gonna waste my life for that) tapi sebb entah... org yg kita rasa boleh support kta mcm kita support dia boleh kata mcm tue? time tue nak senyum pun xlalu dah... nak nangih pun takut rugi air mata..kowt2 prank ka... tapi that time mmg laa rasa gila dekat dada yg sangt sakit...serius rasa nie hanya akan ada sebb sahabat n relationship yg dah seakan family...

ok u can call me mrs exaggerate or what but this is my true color so what? 

so after all that... what i need from u is just an apology... salah ka?? payah ka nak sebut sorry?? or maaf?? just as easy as that... for me.. its too rude dude... bayangkan... dah redah n geledah rumah org... tiba2 dalam waren alamat rumah lain.. even if u a police u HAVE TO APOLOGIZE... payah kaa?? tapi tengok laa even dah 1 month... xdak langsung brave in your self nak stand for relation nie... so no point laa i nak senang2 p hntaq chat kaa msg ka... ckap im sorry... yes saying sorry doesn't mean that u r wrong but it mean that u love your friendship.. but what i try to tell u is... syg tera mana pun friendship tue... kena ada cara yg betul...

jgn sebb kita syg kawan... dia mencuri kita puji... so in your case... im trying to teach u how important is the apologize thingy.... sebb dah banyak org u buat mcm tue... org xmau tegur sebb org nie paham perangai awak tuee... tegur sikit merajuk... so org nak ajar awak cara experience.. but i guess experience never be your best teacher...

sebelum nie org dah tengok dah... org bukan saja2 kawan naih... org nak kawan kena pandai pilih... kena kenai kawan kita... so dalam2 kita duk kawan tue... everything yg kawan org buat org perhati n analyse kamuu... setiap kali org canggah kan idea kamu kamu akan mengamuk..merajuk... kamu sedar?? sebb tue org nie xpenah sekali pun nak say no to your idea... i always support u... n yet u didn't realize... all men are like that?? <--tajuk lagu~...

tapi tue laa... ramai yg dah start talk about u... org nak tolong u... jadi mcm nie pulak... hmm entah laa... mmg selama nie apa yg fau ckap.. xdak sapaaa nak amik pakai ckap2 fau... last2 benda tue betoi... mai cari fau balik nak tanya nak buat cena... xpa...selalu dah... bukannya fau nak ckap yg fau nie suma betol.. tapi haa bukti dah bnyak kali... fau xtau la nak kata anugerah ke apa... tapi nie kebolehan fau ada...

tapi tue la... dimana ada hebat...disitu ada kelemahan nya jugak... kelemahn nya... fau sendiri xboleh nak berkomunikasi dengan diri sendiri seperti fau tolong org2... tapi so far diri masih terkawal... n masih aware yg ada org xsuka fau... fau masih tau RAAMAAII xsuka fau...  disebabkan awak tue bukan jenis yg aware... fau nie xnak laa last2 bila tau...saket hati... or kecewa merajuk bagai... kita nak tolong...

tulah yg org ckap... klau org xsuka... kita derma pun org kata rasuah... bagi makan pun org kata dera... betol x? world nowadays only stand for the evil than the angel side... typical...
tapi xtau lah kan... mcm mana laa fau boleh sehabis risau when u sick aa?? just think about it make me like a stupid one... dengan suma org fau boleh tau sapa xsuka sapa suka.. tapi kenapa tidak dengn awak?? 3 tahun xpenah terlintas pun yg awak xsenang berkawan ngan fau... ada hikmahnya... 

segala yg terjadi for those 3 years... fau halal... n suma dah jadi... apa boleh buat kan? im not the type that.. 'AKU XHALAL DUIT MAKAN MINUM BLA3' so okay lah kan... hope someday i'll be a better person... u'll be a better friend... we all grow to be a better creature on earth.... If god wills...          

 this is the last way to connect thru with u...don't know if u still remember this site..but hope u read this... n yes! this is all for u..tiada yg tersembunyi atau yg tricky..n seriously when i said its not about u.. yes is it not about u at all..hope u realize soon... n there's no turning back... what to do next is up to u... wish one day.. we'll be like before... 

Nice picture.. pictured it into your life it'll become nicer.. :D

Pendam?

Hi...assalamualaikum....

hurmm how to start??? firstly i don't know what on earth happen to me....
harinie... i had feel some kind of weird feeling... mcm masa lalu di 'flashback' kan... wuuuwuu saket...
then tiba2 rasa serabut sgt2... semak... serabut kepala otak nie...then serabut perut... huaarghh what happen?

Ku jadi tidak tentu arah

entah apa yang ku kuatiri

Sejak terjadi cerita itu. cerita itu

Makan minum ku dh tak terjga

Dalam hidupku oh setiap hari
Yang kita pasti ada masalah

lepaskan -wanna-

yeah i think something happen to me... but... i just don't know it... gooshhh!! susahnyaaa!...

hah! about apa yg di 'flashback' kan... satu benda jaa... n benda nie xpernah terjadi... xpenah di flashback kan...tapi tiba2 kembali menghantui mataku... 

aduhh payah nyaaa...dah la time flashback tue... rasa2 semua cukup....saket weeyyy!!....

cita dia camnie... dulu time aku kecik... when i was a little baby girl... 4-5 year centu laa... yg pasti time tue aku belum start any schooling like kindergarden and etc... that time dekat kg halaman yg kini selamat jadi rumah baru aku sekarang... tapi time tue hanya ada rumah opah dekat sini...rumah kami suma jauh2... hehehe~...alor star laa...

cuti sekolah kowt...sebb suma kazen2 ada situ...n diantara kami... the oldest one nie girl... dia punya character agak tomboy...tapi wanita lerr... okay... so one day... kiteorg main masing2 sendiri2 laa... and aku pun dekat muka cute miut mute nie... approach dia kak **** jom laa main basikal tueee...

dengan my finger point out to one of BMX-look-like bicycle kan.... alaa yg dekat tayar depan belakang macam ade paddle untuk pijak tuee... n bnyak round jugak dia bawak aku ronda2... dengan gaya... dia tunggang... aku haaa berdiri atas paddle tue n xduduk laah kan... so all the way aku pijak paddle tue jer... 

nak jadi tragic nyee lagi story niee... i slip thru my leg laa kawann... tiba2 xberpijak di tempat yg nyata... aduuuhh... n that bike macam agak laju laa... masing2 sronok... my whole world went blank... collapse.. 

that excident was really as fast as flash light... dah jatuh ke tanah... tayar tue pun dah stop... baru bukak mataa... bukak2... rupe2nye... all this time... start dari aku blank smpai ke tanah... my stomach being scratch by the bike tire... aawwuuuuchhh... apa tunggu lagi...nangisss laaaahh... i was a little one okay... maybe waktu tue rasa sakit xleh nak gambarkan sebb kita kecik lagi...hnya tau benda tue sakit n nangis...

n now...bila dh besar... even its just a flash back... i still can feel it... n scratch tue besar woo base area dia...haha.... 3/4 of my stomach surface... n waktu kecik... saya seorang yg kurus melidi~~.... menci...kah3... n nampaklah isi2 nye...oh my goshh xsangka i akan mention benda nie...kah3... lama jugak laaa amik masa nak dapat perut baru?? hahah dak2 kulit baru... tapi nie sebb kiteorg biar kulit ASLI~! naik tau... xpakai plastik2 kah2... tapi sedeh...n siksa... dalam banyak2 childhood aku...yg tue yg paling strong...

entah kenapa... tapi bila benda nie flash back... aku cuba positive aku ckap... haishh benda nie mana mungkin jadi kat aku... klau ya maybe xhidup dah sekarang...mimpi kowt nieh... tapi yup..klau sekadar mimpi...xkan aku boleh cerita balik??? aku ada org yg xmampu nk ingat mimpi sendiri... aku hnya akan ingat 5 minit lepas aku bngun...

entah kenapa...jangan tanya... so aku yakin! nie bukan sekadar mimpi mengusik jiwa... nie PERNAH terjadi dekat aku... hmmm mcm mna klau aku try tanya family aku?? maybe depa ingat kan? n that time suma ada dekat situ... n semuanyaa kalut... puiii~... hahaha klau lepas org baca nie...depa nak suruh aku cerita balik...yes aku akan cita...

sebb aku ingat precisely dari mula smpai habis... xkan aku mereka-reka? oh xsudi aku nak mengsadiskan diri...even now klau pegi rumah opah..bike tue still ada dekat bahagian belakang rumah...dekat machine basuh...yeah... 

tapi tu hanyalah satu2 benda yg di flashback kan... tapi apa kaitan dengan feeling aku harinie?? entah laa aku rasa feeling aku nie mcm berselerak... entah2 harinie sports day feeling kowt... depa tengah marathon dalam jiwa aku... haish~....

sat aku rasa berdebar... sat aku rasa sejuk..sat panas gila... last2 serabut... nak nangis pun ada... tapi the truth is.. aku malu bab nangis2 nie... wuuuwuuwuu.. aku malu klau org nampak aku nangis... sangt! malu... -______- dah sekarang aku share bilik dengan adik...

sebb adik aku takut tido sorang...n bilik tengh direnovate kan... agar lebih menarik...hehehe~

so nak nangis pun takut... :( nie pun aku suruh diorang keluar makan...aku duk sorang rumah... aku nak jerit sepuas2nyaaa... rumah kiri kanan hutan kan~~~... kemasss~ tadi for the first time my throat produces some BLOOD!! kah3 cool right?? not cool... huiuhuu... xtau laa... tapi sekali baru... xdak apa kowt... :D maybe selama nie apa yg aku rasa suma aku pendam.. sebb tue smpai satu tahap..aku sendiri serabut

aku pulak jenis nak kongsi dengan org berita gembira jaa... benda2 sedih feeling meeling nie aku PENDAM... so entah laa... tapi tadi sempat jugak aku pikir.. entah2 nie yg aku tunggu selama nie?? org nak meminang? jeng3... dak3...haha gila? maksud aku... adakah ini yg dipanggil exam result fever? sebb time nak amik exam pon aku kena mcm nie... nak tau bila??? org lain awai2 taun dah ketaq... takut nak PMR... 

yg aku... hari pertama jawab PMR punya exam baru nak ketaq... n bukan ketaq mcm org lain... org lain takut nk jawab... aku ketaq...xsabaq nak tengok soalan 2012... apadaaa... gila... n now...org lain dah start takut... lama dah.. aku baru rasa ka??? 

actually parents aku dah ckap... berapa pon result xpa... jgn teruk sgt... terer sgt pun takut jugak... so depa trima apa adanya.. tapi aku pulak... entah laa... parents aku okay maybe sebb anak2 yg 1-2 dah berjaya kowt?? n parents aku bukan jenis yg push anak n buat anak untuk study jaa... :D thank u parents... so aku harap lepas aku luah dekat sini...n melalak beberapa lagu... aku akan hilang serabut.. nak baca yaasin ABC pulak... shuuuushh... hehehe~

hah! mcm nie laaa!!! aku diri atas paddle tue!!!

haaa jumpa pun... nie laa bike tue!...

hahaha p confirm dengan angah dekat twitter... tanya dia...betol ke bohong... dia ckap.. dia xingat... tapi yg lain dia ingat...dia ckap... dekat rumah lama dia bawak main... bmx jugak... dah pusing satu taman... mmg jauh dari rumah...last2 excident daa... nasib jiran dekat kawasan tue kawan ibu...kah3... balik naik kereta angah siap ckap keta wira! lagi...kah3... balik memg jeeemmm dengan ibu~....kah3...scary dowh~... tapi yg tue sikit jerr... yg dekat kg nie mmg paling tragis dalam hidup wa.... :'( tapiii angah ckap dia xingat?? hadooiii... xpa2...nnti dia balik kita ingatkan balik...

dah laa kowt... smpai sini jaa nak membebel... dah kurang sikit dah serabut niee.. :D minx2 lah xde lagi flashback... pasal kauu flashback... pukul 4 pg bru aku tido haritue!... sakett!!

ok dah bye... :) assalamualaikum... mohon jawab~... klau ada typo mohon butakan mata anda... hehe JK2~

A Getting To know Level.

hoolaaa!! people... :D

fuuh2...laamaanyaa xberfalsafah...choii~ haha...dah bnyak kali bila nak type idea xsampai idea xsampai..then pikir bnyak3 kali...masalah nie nak kena dunia tahu ker?? nak kena curah dekat sini ker?? betul ke perlu?? hoho2 then DRAFT then bukak balik...huh? draft? bile punye nie... ceshh kunun!..then delete.. -END- kui3...so mlm nie gonna make it now~

eh2 perasan x perasan x?? malay?? xsangke kan xsangkekan... keh3... kenapa niee??? hehe xda papa aihh... sajaa... saya nak memberitahu sifat2 keperibadian diri saya..sebb tue bhasa melayu...xmau la nnti speaking...famous satu doniaa plak..hahaha dah la perangai kurang nak elok...kah3...

sebenarnye...saye nk jer kisahkan cerita saya dekat dunia...tapi nnti ada yg kata terlebih sweet...ada yg kata poyos...ada yg kata melebih... well kita xmampu puaskan suma org right? no issues please...tissuees lebeh boleh... :D

malam nie will take a looongg time to write... sebb merapu lebih...kui4...tengok lah mukadimah 4 perenggan...klau karangan mampuih kena tibai...heww... ok2 lets start... sebenarnya malam nie nak story supaya korang korang dan korang! boleh getting to know me.. :D

firstly..I'm not a girl.. huh?? hehe just kidding2...well actually saye bangga dengan diri saya...kah3... dak2 serius nie...tersangat bangga... puuii... ok2.. sebb apa?? saya bngga apabila saya sedang mendidih marahkan seseorg...haaa... time tue rasa mcm fasha sandha...kah2...dak2...rasa mcm sy manusia paling BERANI di duniaa...

wooooow

kenapa? kenapa? haa nak bgtau lerr nie.. baca2...sebb!!...fau hanya akan betul2 marah dengan satu benda... 

jeng jeng jeng!!... 

-SALAH FAHAM!-

A.K.A

MR/MRS FITONAH

sebb... bg fau la kan... serangga2 perosak ini lah yg bersepakat dan bersekongkol dalam merosakkan hubungan silaturrahim antara manusia... then bila fau dengar.. weyh2 tadi kan mamat *** ckap dia dah xnak kawan dengan kau n dia hangin sebb kau **** dia... 

dan secara auto manual autobot cleverbot banchobot pon sy akan melangkahkan kaki ke mamat *** dan tanya... apesal xtanya aku dulu?? apesal g sebar2 aku kate dekat kau??? HAH! haaaa bab hah tue mcm fasha sandha...kah2...bukan ape...suara makin kuat dan makin kecik babe...hahaha...lawokss..

senior2 atau junior2 yg penah tengok akaq or adiqq nie bergaduh...sabor je laa~...ahahha...sejarah pergaduhan aku??? xde laa bnyak macam bad boy dekat skolah..sebb..secretnye..wa pengawas derr...hahah...nasib xkantoi...hahaha~... sabar je lah~

okay2.. 1. aku serang seorang rakan a.k.a mamat bernama ** hehe... sebb kes dia mcm di atas... puuui punya kawan... ada ka patut caya ckap org?? haish... im your bestfrind bro!... 

2.aku serang seorang wanita bersama bestfriend a.k.a adik aku...nie demi maruah bro... maruah adik aku sebgai atlet dicabar...puiihh panaih2... gaduh tengah2 sekolah...kah2... budak2 laen tengah practice kawad...hahaha suka buat wayang...time tue pulak yg tengok hanyalah cikgu pract dan cikgu baru...ada berani mau halang?? ada cikgu dengan kak senior nie... eh2 gaduh kat dlam anjung sane...tepi sikit kete nak lalu... kah3...wa mmg lawak~... panas xkira tempat bro...

3.yg nie sikit je la.. dalam kelas... sasaaran..classmate laa dlam kelas xkan roomate...hekeleh ko...haha..ok2...xde ape sgt...hangin sikit jer... wa dah jujur pon nak bising mcm nenek...mmg kene...dah kene sengap smpai rumah dier la kowt...haha~ kes nye... wa ade interbiuww sorang teacher nie..

fau: teacher2...teacher nk ikut kitaorang x pegi lawatan nie? 

teacher: saya xboleh pegi kowt... <---see teacher tue ckap xboleh!

fau: okay..saya suruh diorang cari cikgu laen tau...

then classmate tue tanya... sapa ckap dekat wa <--cehh taiko jugak haha yg teacher *** xleh pegi??

sumaa diam.. (ade 4 org je time tue..time balik kan) 

fau sejujur-jujurnyaa angkat tangan...xdan nak bela diri... dia serang mcm pistol daa...

haa memandai jaa bla2 ... haa haaa aku tauu cikgu ****ckap cikgu *** pun xingat bila dia ckap ngan aku

tapi aku ingat...otak aku A! bab2 memory mmg bg kat aku...kecuali study...bingai sikit.. then dia duk beletiaqq lagi...last2 fau ckap... aku tau laa apa aku ckap! xkan saja2! aku nk bgtau dia xmau p... dia sendiri bgtau aku..just dia yg xingat... yg hg bingai sangt nie pasaipa? dah xpaham bhasa?! 

hamik kaauu... sreeett3....cengkerek lalu pon kene pijak~....

tapiiii!! suma tue pergaduhan reality namanya...

mmg laa sikit...xmau kena kantoi... tapi!!...pergaduhan MAYA! banyak terjadi...kah3... saya suka bergaduh? ohh tidak... sapa suka?? just pendapat A xsama dengan pendapat B... tue ja~...lepas tue cakor2... -END-

byak woo gaduh di alam maya... smpai bila jumpa kawan ayah dekat ofis... dia ckap...ha sehat?? keja gaduh ja dekat fb...kah3... oh thats me...saya xsuka hide bila saya gaduh... thats the real me what...nk hide mende...lama2 nmpak jugak...

sejarah paling best gaduh dengan senior laa... kesian mereka2... sabor yer senior...bukan apa... saya gaduh sebb kamu3 pandang rendah kat sya... ate tawu le ate nie OKU... dak usah la teman ngate ate... sakit ati ate nie...beza OKU dengan size badan kamu tue xde laa jauh...dua2 xleh joget... :P

dah2 xmau sambung gaduh tang nie...mampuih...please...no issues... or harsh or bash... xsuke...

tapi sebenarnye dalam gaduh aku...aku respect suuumaa senior aku...bukan setakat tahun lepas...tahun nie pon...ehem2 ceq gaduh jugak...kah3...respect ooo... jgn pandang ku tanpa mata.. ;) wink2*

girl can fight also aaa... ;)

tapi when i remember balik all the ninjass fight...haha diorang really berusaha doowhh time fight...mcm nak menang gila... xnak kalah kate org~... hahah competitive betul... suka! serius nmpak gila semangat kesukanan yg ditunjukkan... bullshit suma tue...haha... 

kadang2 tengah fight dalam fb...luar fb duk gelak...haha..tapi kelemahan saya..bila saya tengking org... lepas tue pipi panass... membahang...then air mata mencurah...ahaha rasa mcm...wooow dari mna datangnya aura marh tue... merasuki mindaku... haha...then wuuuwuuwuu...xde lah kuat mane pun minah nie..hekeleh.. haha...

maybe nangis sebb malu tunjuk kat org yg kite nie garang... xayu mcm girls2!...haha sorry...kite sangat! garang!...haha...tapi3...kite sgt manja bila dah jadi kawan...manja ok bukan GEDIK xberhala tuju... manja dengan gedik lain!... mean kita rapat laa ngan suma friend2 kita...depa ja kurang nak rapat ngan kita..

apa wa xcukup baik untuk lu orang..? haha xde lah~...SGT LA DIREKOMENKAN JIKA PERLU PENASIHAT OR KAUNSELOR...haha i like to help others...

sebb fau selalu tengok kawan2 gosip ngan kawan2 lain diorang...cita masalah depa... tapi depa xpenah cita dekat fau...depa xcaya kat fau...kenapa?? dah bnyak woo rahsia org fau pegang... depa still xcaya..ya laa skolah men nie fau mna ada ramai sahabat!... sedihh...

nak sgt rasa perasaan bila org mai ckap...aku nk story problem nie... tolong aku.. nak dengar masalah depa gak...bila fau tanya mesti depa jawab...xdak pa aih...saja sembang2...then i will jujur ckap serius laa kami tau ada masalah... xdak paa aih.. okay.. padahal dalam hatii wuuu jantung dah mcm kerabu jantung pisang dah...dicarik2...

nak satu hari or satu bulan ada org msg or call ckap... i nak bgtau something nie.. u boleh tolong? bg pendapat pun cukup laa... syg gila org centu!... nmpak x dia percaya kita? haaa...n insyaallah and in the god name i will take care of his/her secret... 

klau aku ckap mlm nie nak menulis gila2 apa masalah hg? haha gengster kak yong... mlm nie nak meluah...bukan menulis sja.. haa tahun nie pun fau bnyak gaduh dengan TEACHER...derhake nye i...

wuuu takuT~...

ya allah ampunkanlah dosa hambamu yg kerdil berbayang kebal nie...haish... hatinya kecil sahaja... amin~

sooo sapa2 yg pernah menjadi sasaran dan mangsa saya yg TERBACA menda nie... saya ingin anda tahu.. saya dah memaafkan nya.. tapi saya xmelupakannya...eh2...xbermakna saya dendam...sekarang apabila saya mengingatinya...sya pasti tersenyum... saya bangga dengan keberanian anda..anda..dan saya!...hahah...buang yg keruh...ambil yg jernih sedekah dekat org... :D

all this 2 years...i grew stronger because all this people around me...with a variety emotion.. u all really help me in my grow chart...even xgrow mana pon... thank u so much people... the fights are all mistake... n i learn from it... mistake is the best teacher of my life... n u all just completed my life...

soo people... how your getting to know me level?? help out a bit?? great then... sorry other country friend...sometimes we need to share n sometimes we aren't need to share... :D KEEP IT IN HEART LIVE WITH A BROAD SMILE ON A SMALL CHUBBY FACE... 

-on a journey towards my happy ending-

still on a journey.. not yet arrive... 

He's everyone father.

hello!! woooaaa how long have it been?? the last en3?

haha I only visit this place to babbling when I'm sad... haha..what a person right...

hurmm my topic today is...WEIRD...but a bit meaningful

who knows micheal jackson? aahhh familiar... now who don't know micheal jackson??
be ready cause I gonna find u and make sure u death to hell... haha joking2 only~...
if u don't know him i don't know what to say la kan~... maybe u just being born in this world..daaa~ haha

now... what did i do when i sad n is there something to do with him?? haiiyaa...gila xdak? haha

u all know this song aa?? wait2...

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile 
If you just...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

haa...he's the one who just gave hope to everyone... everychild... i grown up with his music... but not in his early stage laa....when he almost died... in the making of this is it...i was waiting for his movie... i just can't wait to buy the ticket n then the CD of course... n i even watch his documentary...

-living with micheal jackson-

n why is that?? in that docu... he tells everything...how hard he has to go through just to be a successful pop star... he is great... he is just to great to be a person... he said once that... when he's being hit by his father that never allowed them to call him father... he hate him soo much at that time... by the time he's hitting them... because of that he never lay a finger on his child... he doesn't want them to hate him... to ever hate him...

he's just to wonderful...even he already has his own child... he still care for others child... his way of living... i never gonna grow up... i wanna be like this always... he's living in a peterpan world... neverland... :D .... Even he's just playing with the kid from his hometown... i feel his sincerity... i don't know... 

he's smile is something....but i admit here... that song... make me cry... n if i cry after hearing that song...

i'll just think of this...

-its okay to cry-

but after that u must SMILE!...even though he's already gone.. but he's still here..in my heart... he's the key to my happiness to my smile... i can't think of anything except my parent as the reasons of smiling... and yes... he is my parent... one of them... 

even by just hearing his daughter speech...just get me to be soo proud of him.. he is a gift from heaven...

daughter speech

-ever since i was born, daddy has been such a great dad-

-Paris jackson-

its like... i really don't have anyone right now to tell how sad i feel... so that song is the one... i open it...and sing a long and let all my sorrow go away with the tear... its okay to cry... :')

YEAH!...finally letting some problem go is peace... :') now i can sleep soundly i guess?... 

as the title goes... He's everyone's father.... :D

P/S: it is a bit sad that i've lost his book... that cost rm50... with his poster in it... sorry daddy... but i got your poster in my hand...and manyyy picture of u in my mind... ;)

Its more like Family to me...

hurmmm... for malaysian readers... maybe they have heard this song...for outsider I don't know... maybe have maybe not yet... this song tells about friendship bond... but as a go through the lyrics... for me its more to the meaning of family...so whoever act exactly like the lyric says... I would love to call him/her as family... so here are the lyric..

S.A.H.A.B.A.T by N.A.J.W.A.L.A.T.I.F

Kau ada dikala ku sukaDikala ku dukasetiap tangisan dan juga ketawa

Kau ada dikala ku perlusetia menemanikuPegang erat tanganku bila aku jatuh

Kau lah yang selaluSelalu menemanikuMendengar kisah pahit manisHidup ku

Kau lah yang di situSetia menunggu kuKau lah yang satuMenjadi sahabatku

Ku tahu ku kan selalu adaada dirimuDan ku harap kau juga rasa begitu

Kau lah yang selaluSelalu menemanikuMendengar kisah pahit manisHidup ku

Kau lah yang di situSetia menunggu kuKau lah yang satuMenjadi sahabatku

Kau lah yang selaluSelalu menemanikuMendengar kisah pahit manisHidup ku

Kau lah yang di situSetia menunggu kuKau lah yang satuMenjadi sahabatku

so this is mean FAMILY to me... but...they still have no family tiles with you...so don't u afraid if they just come and go in your life... try to be a strong person and accept the way they all appreciate your friendship... if they just can easily ignore it and fight with you...better watch out... that's not what family for... search for the better... although there's no one perfect..but at least we can find someone better... 

as for me... its happen like a daily routine... but I've tried sooo many way... well I guess I am not that kind of person who can last longer than this period of time... so I gave up easily on the family-friends matter... as I wish to fly over from malaysia.. and I would like to leave out all the people that have leave me now... let them feel what I feel... 

If they can do this to me... I'm very sure that they will not notice even if I die... trust me you all~...

with full of confidence I can tell it by the way they are acting right now... don't bother for people who you care... just remember the people who care about you~

I've tried...

hello...assalammualaikum....

long time no cry...hehehe~....soo... let see my ENGLISH skill after a long~~~~~ time being away to learn english and other subjects....

today I wanna talk about!!... HOW I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME~...
why am I saying like this?? oh myy oh myy.... people that love me before become increasingly distant away... :'( ... let mee mention it~...

first mummyeeahh~~... after a small fight (not soo small laa a misunderstanding actually) we seems a bit awkward together... to call her mummy again... i feel a bit burdensome... :/ to post on her fb wall... tooo afraid to do that... to msg her... soo not going to happen... truthfully what I want to tell you all here is... I REALLY MISS HER!!!!... THIS MUCCHH...I MISS HER LIKE THE NUMBER FROM 0 THAT NEVER ENDS... :'( cry again~... she miss me or not? :/

second ohmyunclee!!....after the biggest!!! and shortest fight in the whole world wide... he tend to ignore me much... i don't know laa... I think its really my mistake... but... I really3 want the old him... I don't mean that I want him to be old...haha... I mean I MISS THE OLD DAYS UNCLE... NOT NOW.... u have change... I know its what I get after what I did right... but this punishment is toooo vicious... I miss the time when we were arguing about different opinion... how u wanna be a winnEERRHH....and I give up... because u are the best uncle.... like who can beat u huhh? haha... I really3 want to have the late night chat again... but u refuse to... when i ask u did u still feel the same about me... u just answer yes sure okay... thats really not u uncle... hurmmm what can I do right?... at least I've tried....

third papa...paraperigarno...hohoho... this people aaaaa.... always make me wanna cry because of them!... where he go!!!? again...after SOME fight (Waaa its seems like I really love fighting!! korean people like to say fighting to haha ) actually I was mad at him... and then we both keep silent until today....

hurmm... after all the problem with these people.... I'm glad that god gave me Adelia Amani for me to take care.... even thought she just my niece... I treat her like she is my daughter!!... poor her mother... but her mother actually like it...hehe... she is the first grandchild in my family... taking care of her please me~.... make me forget about all my problem for a while...

it is enough by having her in my arm... after the confinement time pass she will follow her parents to KL... their own house... :'( I'll be staying alor star to sit my PMR exam... and after that... if god wills I will fly to KL with ili to meet adelia again... wait for mak tam k adelia... :') maybe in november... or early than that? who knows right?... just wait for me~.... for now... she is my strength to keep on live~... :D u want to see her face? wait I shall put some of her picture... below... I'm sure will put some...

God please help me to go through the day after this... :') give me back the person that I love... I might be more happier with them by my side... not one of them exclude...

A present from Mak Tam~... ;)

getting bigger....

getting sweeter... :D

I think that's all for now...till then assalammualaikum~

A-Birth-Day!

hello!!... what day is today???

today is A-BIRTH-DAY!!... hahaha...
Normally a girl would like making a list of a wish and what gift that they want.... but for me...
I'm kinda making a text of speech to 2 person that I want in my life... to be here... to at least say may god bless you...

A gift that I really2 want from everybody is.....

A FORGIVENESS...

this is what I treasure the most on my BirthDay...

like other teenager they will definitely asked for...

Ipad 

Tablet..

New Phone..

Game console

Car 

Motorcycle

and other upgrade things...

I want it tooo!!

hahha noo...

why??

for me...

Everything that I have now is enough...

the desire is sure does have in my heart...

but for me... if I dooo want to have all the gadget...

I can just asked because as this far I have live, my dad did buy everything that I've asked

... but for me...

to have something by our own afford is gratify!

so for this year... I want to ask for everyone to give me such a sincere FORGIVENESS

If I've wrong towards u guys...

I'm just a human that sometimes do mistakes...

please forgive me for my wrong doing...

the people I treasure the most of their forgiveness is TWO...

let me straight mentioning their status...

1. UNCLE......it has been a long time (thanks for your wish...at least u still remember me)

2. ABG!!! ACE......im sorry if I've hurts u!!... forgive me... I won't do such a joke anymore... sorry....

FORGIVE MEEE!!!!

*Actually its not A birth day... its a DOUBLE birthday... its me and my mom birthday...

biological mom ok...

ibu happy birthday... thanks for fighting in the delivery room to gave me the chance to see the world...

may allah bless u mother... 

till then... assalam~... :') 

Strong Baby

hello, annyeong, ni hao, bonjour and so on la...

I don't know whether my heart is really a soft-heart or I'm the one who is over acting right...

so... today... my sister told me about baby adelia... yeah!...my new niece... wehooo...

but she's still in the NICU because she has to gain weight which is more that 1.70 above la...

so everyday her mother has to go to the hospital to give her milk... breastfeed la...

yesterday a mother from the NICU which is waiting for her baby too...

told my sister that baby adelia cried in the evening..at 9 o'clock like that...

so my sister decide to wait for adelia tonight...

and today she saw everything!!...

the nurse was actually very slow and not doing their job efficiently...

errghh!!...and my sister told me that adelia cry until she burst into tears...

and I'm almost cry by just hearing that... poor baby...

my sister told me that... adelia can be discharge soon.. so they move her to the side which is

further away from the counter...

because they don't have to monitor her anymore..

so her eating time which is usually first among them...

become last among the baby...

poor adelia... 

it's okay... adelia is a strong baby,

although she cry because hungry...

she is still the best one!...

aunty can't wait to see n hold you dear....

please gain weight faster!!...

can't wait any longer...

heeeww~~...

baby sleep well tonight~....

dear Adelia Amani... be patient ok...

you will come home soon~....

<3

I wish or I determined?

I wish... to be healthy like when I'm about 3-4 years old until 10 years old ago... I was a healthy and active girl in SOCCER maaa.... I love soccer verrryy much! like much!...

but everything change when I'm in the age of 11... :'( I'm becoming a weak and easily injured little girl... :'( since that day... I've stop all my activities... badminton... ping pong, soccer and skipping... so I really3 wish I could be back to how I was before this... but its all god fate..and I accept it all... :')

now I'm in the age of 14 going to 15 this august... august baby... :D

ohohoho... next is what I determined to do within this year...

I WANT TO DO A M.C!!! (medical check up)

my health is getting worst day by day laaa...

I though maybe I've got something wrong somewhere with my waist/ backbone...

that area always ache whenever I sit for a long time... :'( 

like an old woman... so sad...

So according to that... I really3... wanna do some x-ray and if possible an M.C for my body..

poor body...

just by thinking of it...

make me sad... with who I wanna go to the hospital??

I'm afraid of doctors and all the knife and sword apparatus in the hospital...

ouh about that afraid thing... I got a new story for today.. it happen TODAY at school...

hehe... funny and silly story... ok let me tell u...

29/7/2012

recess time....

My friend enter the class and say to all of us...

the nurse is waiting in the medical room....to check your teeth girls!...

the boy already did their check up during the physical session at 9.00 a.m

so now its the girls turn...

and I asked the boy.. what did they do?

and he told me... my teeth got screwed up...

being drill and what so ever scary thing...

and I was like.... moommmyyy!!!!....

I don't want to go...

then I asked Ili to accompany me...

she said... nothing gonna happen to you laa...

then on the way to go there.. she was like...

haaa they'll screwed you up!!

>_< 

my heart goes like thump2...

heeewww....

then the nurse call my name... arrrrghhh!!!....

afraid much!!!...

then the doctor say...sit...

i sit and just lie down there...

then the doctor start to insert the apparatus in my mouth...

after 3 second only!!!... she said... zero...

done!...

and I was like.. eh?

and Ili was rolling and laughing like a ghost

got a stomachache hahahaha....

damn ili!!... on the way to my class...

ili was the one who's running while laughing and saying this...

I must tell them about u!,... hahaha

urrgghh sister....

so can u see how I'm afraid of the doctor?

much! right....

-E.N.D-

so I'm determined to take the x-ray test and full M.C after PMR...

but who's gonna accompany me??

Papa promise already... but a promise not always can be fulfill right?

its depend on situation...

if we've time. we'll go... but please make it fast...

while I still can stand this pain... :')

I only have papa... my father just take my health easily..

he keep saying...nothing happen laa...

and I was like.... 

HEEeeeellllllpppppp!!!!

its hurt!!...

(but its not that he don't care about me at all, it just that he didn't feel it) 

C:

I'm gonna be strong!!!!

I must be strong!!...

till then... assalam~...

our English session...

helllooo people..

today as I promise... I want to story about my english session on last thursday...

very interesting and fun because we are discussing about...

Should student be banned from bringing mobile phone to school...

list the pro's and con's...

interesting right?

now I want to story to you all about 2 situation...

first while I'm practicing how to present that issue or topic in the english class..

and the second one is what are the pro's and con's that we discuss in session,....

In class recess time...

I'm practicing while discussing with my geniussss friend...

from practicing we move on to more like quarreling about should or should not bring phone to school...

I said should! he said should not...

then I was like.. why u say should not?

because It may cause negative cases like cyber bullying...

and I was like... NO!!

If u think u are a genius one... U will definitely not do that stupid things...

like why bullying the cyber... bully the people laa...

hahahha then we were like.. LOL...

haha its all just a joke that u can get when u are talking or quarreling with FAU...

kelolo~~...

after all the relaxes and practicing time, the bell has rang... and we move to the english language lab...

for english session...

and teacher make a SURPRISE for mee...

weee my group was the FIRST one to present... great!!...

:: claps2 ::

In the English Session....

I was presenting the issue seriously!!...

with satisfaction laa....

and I'm happy about it...

they all vote for the best presenters and it was ME!...

ahahah.... nothing much laa....

thanks friend~~~....weeee

okay now... what I've learn... lets share it...

bringing phone to school...

Pro's

can be use as a parents tracking device...............................................-ohmegosh-

easy to communicate.........public phone alwaysss have problem right?

as a small and electro dictionary.............-no more heavy mr oxford-

Con's

increase discipline cases.............-poor mr.pk hem woo-

misuses the gadget........-might capture the teacher picture-

might involve with police.........-stealing, bully, or fighting and so on-

so....... instead of discussing the pro's and con's...

my group also gave the teacher a suggestion if we still want to bring the phone to school

we must...

create a govern program such as

1 malaysia 1 mobile phone...

muahahha all people got the same mobile phone...

so can decrease the stealing or bullying things~...

weee what type of phone will the govern provide us?

tablet pleasee... as a text book also...

hate the thick reference book... much! >_<

u might notice that... I've started to write in ENGLISH back... huwaa... let it be laa... spoil english or what... because after I write in MALAY... no ONE wants to read my blog... soooo sad maa.... then I've start the just one day... I've got my readers back...^_^....thank u~~.... 

and as u can see.... I'm a bit lazy to put some picture... wahahaha don't have time for it.. PMR is near the corner already... (tengah mintak redha org niee huwaaa)

*wish me luck~ bubyee... till then assalam~

Just one day.

last two days..

so many things had happen...

such as...

ok let me tell in the story one by one...

well if u care to read..or else... move! from here...

hohoho just kidding...

eh mana ada...serius.. xmo baca tekan je next blog kat atas tue haa...

tapi...

bace laa bace laa... pisshh3...

ahaks~...

ok2 sad mood ::ON::

on one fine tired day.... which named MONDAY...
I was heading back from school... and as plan...
I want to accompany my sis to the district clinic near my house...
then straight to the Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah to breastfeed the little baby in the NICU..

BUT!!

a twist and turn situation occur...

at the district clinic the chaotic doctor

straight taking her Blood pressure and squirrel with my sister

she said like this...

x puan , puan kene tolak ke emergency nie klau macam nie

tinggi nie puan... bg laa saya rehat dulu,... saya rushing2 cari tempat doktor mmg laa BP saya naik..

jap g buat second check up... saya duduk pun xsempat...

and she goes like... xboleh puan... klinik dah nak tutup... 4.30...

hello... patient or office hour yg penting nie?

last last.... my sis say...

haa xpa laa saya mmg nak pegi hospital nie... nak Bf anak sy...

dekat NICU... xleh puan...puan kene naik ambulance...

kami xnak tanggung risiko or lepas tanggungjawab,..

like hey... u all already did... =_='

haa cepat laa saya dah stress nie doktor,..

ok yer...

then my dad was like... tam... :P go to the hospital with mieja...

by? ambulance... O.o

ohmegoooshhhh...

ok then... dad say... I will folow u all later on with ibu...

ok off with the ambulance.... llliiiooouuuuu3...

extreme~...

then arrive at the emergency..... 

I have to wait at outside for 2-3 hours like that... 

after that my parents come... and ask... how my sis...

I said... I don't know yet...

she seems normal... the doctor just urrghhh

then my mother enter the room in the emergency....

and said she was ok... they just gave her some medicine and want to record other BP result..

and decide whether she has to admitted or not...

like hell she HATE HOSPITAL...

the nurse are RUDE yaaalll...

and that evening end just like that, and she doesn't get the chance to see her baby...

poor baby...  I was crying by just remember how the story she told me

that on that morning... the baby already starts to play with her mother...

which is my sister.. stay strong baby...

then at about 7.30 we all prepare to 'berbuka puasa' hehe... at the hospital while waiting for her...

then at about 8 pm we all being inform that she asked the doctor to just go home

and the doctor say yes... the doctor at the hospital were very different from the doctor at the district clinic... :P

going home with a feel like a stone on our back which is really tired and burdensome..

we just think about our bed and comforter...

sooooo gooood... and of course our little sister at aunty's house... hehee...

then pick her up... straight to home sweet home...

first thing first is to landing on the soft sofa... soo great....

but after 5 Second!!! I almost sleep!!...

my mother come and say...

check all your things...!! u might lost one of your precious thing...

and I was like... sh** man... I'm to tired to imagine the thought in my mind...

then mummy say... the house has been broke in by the thieves...

I said oh god its true what I'm thinking just now...

no mummy nothing lost...

my sis was like... thank god my Ipad was still here...

the thieve only got time to scatter things in my mother room...

the total lost was like RM7000.00

my dad just go straight to the police station and lodge a report...

then the detective came into my house... hohoho... conan...

ok... I felt like... money is not the main point now...

its was my sister!!...

she then said to my mother....

ibu... kakak serabut laa... macam mana BP xtinggi,... dengan baby dalam NICU, Firdaus (my brother in law)   xtau nak dapat cuti ka dak... nie rumah ceni pulak...

ibu ckap... xyah duk pikiaq laaa esok kena admitted pulak...

cena xyah pikiaq... benda dah jadi depan mata ceni... 

and I was like... aaarghhh!!! heeyy thieve I believe that I know who you are!!...

and I'm sure of it... if I can just punch you in the face!...

I'll take revenge for my sister suffers!!...

that night I call papa... and told him everything... before that Ili call me and asked about the incident 

she told me to rest... how can maaa...

then papa call...

I told him everything and I cried again... I said it all about mieja... I can't stand to see her like that

and papa say... now u cannot cry... u have to support mieja... she need someone... don't ever left her alone

and that night I slept with mieja...

I waited for a long time just to let her sleep first... but then I'm the one who cannot sleep... still in trauma

and afraid the thieve might come back... lastly I slept at almoust 2 a.m... and the next day... my back hurt my head ache... and I can't manage myself to get up...

and I end up sleeping on the sofa at the hospital.... muahahaha... sadisss muchh....

my sis was like... hey why u sleeping here?

last night I couldn't sleep...

why? I'm still afraid and a bit trauma... oh... okay... lets go home...

actually the next morning....mummy let me stay at home and take an mc...

but I'm to scared to sit alone at home.. so I follow mieja to the hospital..

even though I can't enter the NICU.... its okay la

as long as mieja is safe... it'll be ok la...

now already 1 week after the baby was born... but yet.. we still didn't get to see the baby...

she was born pre-matured.. so have to wait until she get her best weight and get out of the NICU....

ohmy... long story right... that the test that Allah S.W.T gave to us a family... in this BULAN MULIA BULAN RAMADHAN... and we accept it with open heart...

even though the lost is big amount... but yet we still can afford to live a better live..

money isn't everything bro... 

stay closed with Allah .S.W.T then you'll feel like you can live forever~

till here... hope to write again soon...

next entry I want to tell u about my english class today... the topic being discuss is...

Should student be banned for bringing mobile phone to school? the Pro's and Con's

That's PMS broo...

haaallluuuu... haaa tengok3...

title dia... that's PMS BROO...

Kekekeke~...

actually yg headache teruk nak mamposs tuee... bukan apa sgt pun...

seperti yg disangka-sangkakan... 

ianya hanyalah PMS sahaja...

eh2 kawe nie duk PMS PMS...

nate gapo tuee...

eh ekleh kelate pulok...

udohh...

PMS stands for Pre-Menstruation Syndrome 

haaa blajar sc kan? tudia lah...

it just that kali nie fau dapat PMS baru..

(wah ade upgrade2 tauu)

selalunya PMS fau ialah demam mengejut yg paling TEROK... dalam 1 bulan... 

which mean setiap bulan lah kan... mesti ada satu minggu fau akan demam tanpa sebab selama....

jeng3....

2 hari je broo... mesti korang xcaya...

cayaa laaa caya laaa... pissh33....

sebab tue klau waa amik cuti demam 2 hari jgn kebil mate yer

wa nazak time tue...

SERIOUS cakap..

demam yg teramat sadiss... sampai xleh bangun

thats my PMS~....

tapi kali nie PMS saya berubah kepda headache yg tahap

nak PECAH KEPALA WEEYYY

sakit nya nauzubillah min zalik sungguh~....

sabor je laa... 

shuuushhhh fau xposa... muahahahah.... thats normal bro kalau wa bagitau dekat blog...

it's just a life menstruation cycle... bukannye MAKSIAT~...

PEACE YYAAAWW~

SALAM RAMADHAN...

WA DAH AIDILFITRI~... 

meeaaaawww~

If I Can...

hello...

today is the 2nd day of fasting on 2012... ya allah...

kau nie dah kenape fau? 

HELP!!!!

I got a headache since yesterday evening... sakit dia... mcm saket gile!

ubat? dah makan... no effect....ish IF I CAN dah habis satu badan nie aku  nak scan or x-ray...

nak x-ray backbone pon banyak ckap... xpayah la~... mmg x laaa aku nak sihat~...

dah xtau nak buat ape nieee... sakitnye yaa amat!!...

LIKE WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME NIEEE??

WEIRD SICKNESS....MAYBE....

It's mine! not Ours!!

hello!! see the title? haaa sedar diri pleasee!
this is the entry about the S.P.E.C.I.A.L EDITION THAT RUINED MY MOOD!
cerita nya bermula bila aku baru balik dari rumah ili dua tiga hari lepas which means JUMAAT~,...hari barakah ok~

aku balik rumah dengan hati yg senang lagi tenang....tetapi............................

tapi bila aku tau keadaan rumah aku... hati aku jadi panas balik...rupa2nya sepanjang kami sekeluarga xdak dirumah... rumah kami mendapat 'TUAN' baru... Luuuunnncchhhhooouurr BETOL!... sesuka hati masuk rumah... act LIKE A BOSS... tekan suiz tue tekan suiz nie... PANAS BRO!... aku dengar macam2!...

sepupu aku ada tanya... fau ada suruh **** mai bukak lampu lam rumah kaa waktu hampa xdak? aku pun jawab xde pun nape? haa dia **** kata hampa suruh bukak lampu kat rumah... angin aku dah xleh sabaq.... aku ckap... nie! p tanya dia sapa yg suruh tue... klau dia ckap fau meh nak p tampaq buang mulut tue!....

M.E.L.A.M.P.A.U!!

seriusly... kau sape!... sakit hati memng xterkata laa kan...first2 aku sampai rumah,... aku check suma bilik... berkunci or not!... yup bilik yg sepatutnya dikunci masih berkunci.... then aku pun rilek la kan... nak masuk dapur suma suiz lampu kipas n kitchen exhaust smoke pon xleh bukak... aku ckap J.A.H.A.N.A.M!!....

then tengah belek2 org yg DIKEHENDAKI melakukan perkara2 terkutuk tue pun datang... ketuk pintu rumah aku... dengan salam xbg.. duk kakak2.. ABAH KAU!!... aku yg xtawu ape nie bukak laa pintu... aku tanya napa? saja... Opah mana? xtau duk bawah kot... then TANPA DIPELAWA OK! dia masuk... aku ckap laa... opah ckap nk datng... dia terkejut weey!... then dia duduk... aku memng MELUAT! nak tengok dia.... then aku nampk dia pegi dapur... bukak peti ais... then amik air ape sume..

AMBOIII!! aku yg 3 hari xdak kat rumah baru balik nie pun xsempat bukak peti sejuk lagi!... melampau TAHAP 3.!!!!

Budak nie aku rase layak ikut satria biru laut terjun GAUNG je!!!....
(Satria biru laut dendam aku dengan kau xhabis lagi k sebb kau meletakkan keluarga aku dalam bahaya!)

then opah datang bawak **** balik!... aku lega kejap...
now aku sorang... xtakut kaayy... tapi risau!.. sebabnye... lampu keliling rumah + bahagian dapur JAHANAM xbuleh bukak.... telefon rumah JAHANAM xleh sambung!... last2 aku pun risau la kan... klau jadi ape2 JAHANAM aku sorang2...

2-5 minit lepas tue... ade org ketuk pintu dapur... ALHAMDULLILAH!! SUPERAUNTY N SUPERUNCLE aku datang.... ya allah!! abah!!! diorang masuk2 diorang terus tanya... apa jadi tadi? macm mana? dia masuk ka dak... aku pun cerita laaa pertapaan dia kat rumah aku yg berlaku selama 7-9 minit...

diorang pun cerita laa... dia tue baru balik dari me-lunch-ourr ngan kawan dia,... keluar pukul 12 tgh  balik kul 8 mlm... MAK DATUK!!... lagi sekali aku ckap... JAHANAM!!...
tengah2 diorang teman aku sementara tunggu family yg entah pukul brape nak smpai... kami pun sembang laa kan... tengah2 sembang zzaaaasssss!! ELEKTRIK PADAM DAAA....

aaaaiiiieeee angin aku satu badan... budak nie buat apa nie kat rumah aku!!! evil devil sungguh!!!...
terpaksa laa aku ikut abah balik rumah dia... wuuwuuwuuu... xpa2... berape jam je lagi family aku nak balik...

tapi it end up aku tido umah abah xbalik2 hahahah... soo aku terSANGAT!lah geram dengan minah **** eerghh!! klau laa bisaa aku jerit... akan ku tampor pipinye!!... tapi apa kan daya... downy pon xmampu... whahaha merapus!... ok laaa... setakat tue je laa ke-geram-an yg dapat ditunjukkan~.... nak buat entry baru pulak... tunggu~....

Being left doesn't mean being forgotten.

KLdalamAS

Haaaa apa maksud nyaa tuee? huwaaa saya ditinggalkan di AS( alor star) manakala family berangkat ke Kl... jadinye Kl saya dalam As je laaa.... di rumah ili!! haha 4 hari 3 malam... weeeheeee~.....

sedih la jugak bile duduk ngan family org... tengok diorang dengan family ibu ayah.. kite menumpang je... huwaaaaa mommy!!!.... tapi.... Being left doesn't mean being forgotten right? Like E.V.E.R.Y night!! ibu kakak and all selalu call... dah mkn belum n macam2 lerr kan.... terharu wuuuu... tue aku belum lagi masuk U... waaaa... :'(

sepanjang aku duduk rumah ili aku sedih sgt.... 24 hours aku tengok ili xberenti pegang fon dia... 2 biji plak tue... NON-STOP ok...aku pulak...xde sape nak msg... (msg pun xde yg balas..) ok xpe..... setiap kali aku tido or bangun mesti fon ili ade je msg yg masuk... untungnye dia... suma suka msg ngan dia...

ok xpaa...

C:

semalm...jumaat aku balik dari rumah ili.... family dia hantar sampai ke rumah aku pkok sena... syiok! dapat balik.... sekurang2nya sakit hati plus jeles plus kecewa pasal fon tue terubat sikit sebb aku just nak jumpa family aku jaa yg maybe pagi tue akan sampai....

tapi malam tue aku tido umah aunty and uncle a.k.a abah sebb diorang balik lambat... n rumah aku blackout (edisi ini akan diceritakan dalam entry laen) dalam pukul 4.30 pg... family aku selamat sampai... tetapi aku dh selamat mendarat dekat ruang tamu mak cik aku daa...

8-9 pg centu....Sabtu

aku terjaga time mak cik tengah sapu sampah... hehe~... tido pun kul 3 dah... aku demam... jeng3... aku tanya... ibu xdatang lagi ka?? dak pun... huh... kata selepas subuh nak dtang amik aku... aku pun bngun laa... basuh muka pa suma.... then mak cik panggil makan... makan2... aku nak balik... abah pun hantar laa... 

then jumpa ibu aku... aku dh tersengih2 hahaha... tapi spoil... ibu aku bgtau something jugak... (turut akan dicerita dalam edisi entry laen xnak kacau mood aku) skip3... aku tanya ibu... hehe brang tam mana?? huhuhu ibu tunjuk... tue dlam plastik hitam... yeess3!!! aku pun geledah mcm pencegah maksiat... whahahaha... sukenyee... banyak plak tueee... tue tandenye diorang ingat aku lagi!!... ahahah...

korang nak tengok ape org AS dapat dari org2 yg pegi KL?

haaaa nieee diaaaa....

nie laa glow-in-the-dark things

hahah bnyak an!!.. sebb aku minat bende nie sekarang!... best!!... sekarang aku tengah galak hias bilik.. nak raya woiii!!! PMR lepas raya~... wahahah... 

ok nak sambung belek... adiosss~...

(cerita edisi MELAMPAU tue malam nie la kowt penat weeyyy)