yeah... I'm a bit mad frustrated n entah... serabut agaaainn... tapi3... disebabkan seseorg tue penah ckap.. n penah ajar... walau mcm mana marah sekalipun kita... kita kena jaga pemikiran n perkataan kita... sebb org lain xrasa apa yg kita rasa... so perception diorang lain dari apa yg kita tengh pikir time kita mengamuk... so i am controlling my mind right now... fuuuhhh~~
here im gonna go veerryy nice with u broo... firstly... yeah terjelas n terpampang problem nie berpunca dari u... so at first fau boleh trima klau u tanya benda alah tue pasal sapa... if u lupa nak tanya n suddenly marah2 i can forgive lagi... tapi bila dah i saw your status... yg i mmg yakin2 confirm2 untk i... mmg agak terkejut laa... klau i ada lemah jantung...bukan setakat maaf... kata2 pun xkeluar dah... sila cari kubur jawabnye...
tapi klau u buat status mcm apa salah aku... aku buat apa...bla3... mmg boleh laa dimaafkan... tapi start2 status... terus kutuk i balik... dah ape kes... n a bit hurt that u wrote... that u have endure it for 3 years... dah nampak benar laa ke-x-ikhlasan-nya persahabatan kita tue... n satu lg... saya bukanlah jenis yg mudah terasa dengan kata2 or status org... sebb tue org yg guna tektik nak perli2 dalam twitter or fb nie xterkesan dekat sy...
tapi bila u buat status tue xtau lah kenapa... maybe benda tuhan nak tunjuk... kuat sgt mengatakan thats me...thats about me... sebb tue i straight minx tolong kawan u... n it turn to u yg cepat sgt kot negetive... kawan u tanya lain terus pikir macam2...n when i sendiri nak tanya u... siap ajak keluar lagi... u serang mcm kucing nmpak ikan... at least klau time tue... u let me talk first... n ask u betul ka status tue pasal fau... n maybe fau boleh tanya hampa elok2... kenapa rasa mcm tue... n benda xjadi panjang mcm nie...
tapi nak jadi hot story nya... u terus ckap benda yg even xpenah betul... n said u know everything from a friend that u misunderstood... that time baru betoi2 rasa apa itu -sakit hati- bukan sebb bercinta... (im not gonna waste my life for that) tapi sebb entah... org yg kita rasa boleh support kta mcm kita support dia boleh kata mcm tue? time tue nak senyum pun xlalu dah... nak nangih pun takut rugi air mata..kowt2 prank ka... tapi that time mmg laa rasa gila dekat dada yg sangt sakit...serius rasa nie hanya akan ada sebb sahabat n relationship yg dah seakan family...
ok u can call me mrs exaggerate or what but this is my true color so what?
so after all that... what i need from u is just an apology... salah ka?? payah ka nak sebut sorry?? or maaf?? just as easy as that... for me.. its too rude dude... bayangkan... dah redah n geledah rumah org... tiba2 dalam waren alamat rumah lain.. even if u a police u HAVE TO APOLOGIZE... payah kaa?? tapi tengok laa even dah 1 month... xdak langsung brave in your self nak stand for relation nie... so no point laa i nak senang2 p hntaq chat kaa msg ka... ckap im sorry... yes saying sorry doesn't mean that u r wrong but it mean that u love your friendship.. but what i try to tell u is... syg tera mana pun friendship tue... kena ada cara yg betul...
jgn sebb kita syg kawan... dia mencuri kita puji... so in your case... im trying to teach u how important is the apologize thingy.... sebb dah banyak org u buat mcm tue... org xmau tegur sebb org nie paham perangai awak tuee... tegur sikit merajuk... so org nak ajar awak cara experience.. but i guess experience never be your best teacher...
sebelum nie org dah tengok dah... org bukan saja2 kawan naih... org nak kawan kena pandai pilih... kena kenai kawan kita... so dalam2 kita duk kawan tue... everything yg kawan org buat org perhati n analyse kamuu... setiap kali org canggah kan idea kamu kamu akan mengamuk..merajuk... kamu sedar?? sebb tue org nie xpenah sekali pun nak say no to your idea... i always support u... n yet u didn't realize... all men are like that?? <--tajuk lagu~...
tapi tue laa... ramai yg dah start talk about u... org nak tolong u... jadi mcm nie pulak... hmm entah laa... mmg selama nie apa yg fau ckap.. xdak sapaaa nak amik pakai ckap2 fau... last2 benda tue betoi... mai cari fau balik nak tanya nak buat cena... xpa...selalu dah... bukannya fau nak ckap yg fau nie suma betol.. tapi haa bukti dah bnyak kali... fau xtau la nak kata anugerah ke apa... tapi nie kebolehan fau ada...
tapi tue la... dimana ada hebat...disitu ada kelemahan nya jugak... kelemahn nya... fau sendiri xboleh nak berkomunikasi dengan diri sendiri seperti fau tolong org2... tapi so far diri masih terkawal... n masih aware yg ada org xsuka fau... fau masih tau RAAMAAII xsuka fau... disebabkan awak tue bukan jenis yg aware... fau nie xnak laa last2 bila tau...saket hati... or kecewa merajuk bagai... kita nak tolong...
tulah yg org ckap... klau org xsuka... kita derma pun org kata rasuah... bagi makan pun org kata dera... betol x? world nowadays only stand for the evil than the angel side... typical...
tapi xtau lah kan... mcm mana laa fau boleh sehabis risau when u sick aa?? just think about it make me like a stupid one... dengan suma org fau boleh tau sapa xsuka sapa suka.. tapi kenapa tidak dengn awak?? 3 tahun xpenah terlintas pun yg awak xsenang berkawan ngan fau... ada hikmahnya...
segala yg terjadi for those 3 years... fau halal... n suma dah jadi... apa boleh buat kan? im not the type that.. 'AKU XHALAL DUIT MAKAN MINUM BLA3' so okay lah kan... hope someday i'll be a better person... u'll be a better friend... we all grow to be a better creature on earth.... If god wills...
this is the last way to connect thru with u...don't know if u still remember this site..but hope u read this... n yes! this is all for u..tiada yg tersembunyi atau yg tricky..n seriously when i said its not about u.. yes is it not about u at all..hope u realize soon... n there's no turning back... what to do next is up to u... wish one day.. we'll be like before...
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