He's everyone father.

hello!! woooaaa how long have it been?? the last en3?

haha I only visit this place to babbling when I'm sad... haha..what a person right...

hurmm my topic today is...WEIRD...but a bit meaningful

who knows micheal jackson? aahhh familiar... now who don't know micheal jackson??
be ready cause I gonna find u and make sure u death to hell... haha joking2 only~...
if u don't know him i don't know what to say la kan~... maybe u just being born in this world..daaa~ haha

now... what did i do when i sad n is there something to do with him?? haiiyaa...gila xdak? haha

u all know this song aa?? wait2...

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile 
If you just...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

haa...he's the one who just gave hope to everyone... everychild... i grown up with his music... but not in his early stage laa....when he almost died... in the making of this is it...i was waiting for his movie... i just can't wait to buy the ticket n then the CD of course... n i even watch his documentary...

-living with micheal jackson-

n why is that?? in that docu... he tells everything...how hard he has to go through just to be a successful pop star... he is great... he is just to great to be a person... he said once that... when he's being hit by his father that never allowed them to call him father... he hate him soo much at that time... by the time he's hitting them... because of that he never lay a finger on his child... he doesn't want them to hate him... to ever hate him...

he's just to wonderful...even he already has his own child... he still care for others child... his way of living... i never gonna grow up... i wanna be like this always... he's living in a peterpan world... neverland... :D .... Even he's just playing with the kid from his hometown... i feel his sincerity... i don't know... 

he's smile is something....but i admit here... that song... make me cry... n if i cry after hearing that song...

i'll just think of this...

-its okay to cry-

but after that u must SMILE!...even though he's already gone.. but he's still here..in my heart... he's the key to my happiness to my smile... i can't think of anything except my parent as the reasons of smiling... and yes... he is my parent... one of them... 

even by just hearing his daughter speech...just get me to be soo proud of him.. he is a gift from heaven...

daughter speech

-ever since i was born, daddy has been such a great dad-

-Paris jackson-

its like... i really don't have anyone right now to tell how sad i feel... so that song is the one... i open it...and sing a long and let all my sorrow go away with the tear... its okay to cry... :')

YEAH!...finally letting some problem go is peace... :') now i can sleep soundly i guess?... 

as the title goes... He's everyone's father.... :D

P/S: it is a bit sad that i've lost his book... that cost rm50... with his poster in it... sorry daddy... but i got your poster in my hand...and manyyy picture of u in my mind... ;)