Its more like Family to me...

hurmmm... for malaysian readers... maybe they have heard this song...for outsider I don't know... maybe have maybe not yet... this song tells about friendship bond... but as a go through the lyrics... for me its more to the meaning of family...so whoever act exactly like the lyric says... I would love to call him/her as family... so here are the lyric..

S.A.H.A.B.A.T by N.A.J.W.A.L.A.T.I.F

Kau ada dikala ku sukaDikala ku dukasetiap tangisan dan juga ketawa

Kau ada dikala ku perlusetia menemanikuPegang erat tanganku bila aku jatuh

Kau lah yang selaluSelalu menemanikuMendengar kisah pahit manisHidup ku

Kau lah yang di situSetia menunggu kuKau lah yang satuMenjadi sahabatku

Ku tahu ku kan selalu adaada dirimuDan ku harap kau juga rasa begitu

Kau lah yang selaluSelalu menemanikuMendengar kisah pahit manisHidup ku

Kau lah yang di situSetia menunggu kuKau lah yang satuMenjadi sahabatku

Kau lah yang selaluSelalu menemanikuMendengar kisah pahit manisHidup ku

Kau lah yang di situSetia menunggu kuKau lah yang satuMenjadi sahabatku

so this is mean FAMILY to me... but...they still have no family tiles with you...so don't u afraid if they just come and go in your life... try to be a strong person and accept the way they all appreciate your friendship... if they just can easily ignore it and fight with you...better watch out... that's not what family for... search for the better... although there's no one perfect..but at least we can find someone better... 

as for me... its happen like a daily routine... but I've tried sooo many way... well I guess I am not that kind of person who can last longer than this period of time... so I gave up easily on the family-friends matter... as I wish to fly over from malaysia.. and I would like to leave out all the people that have leave me now... let them feel what I feel... 

If they can do this to me... I'm very sure that they will not notice even if I die... trust me you all~...

with full of confidence I can tell it by the way they are acting right now... don't bother for people who you care... just remember the people who care about you~