long time no cry...hehehe~....soo... let see my ENGLISH skill after a long~~~~~ time being away to learn english and other subjects....
today I wanna talk about!!... HOW I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME~...
why am I saying like this?? oh myy oh myy.... people that love me before become increasingly distant away... :'( ... let mee mention it~...
first mummyeeahh~~... after a small fight (not soo small laa a misunderstanding actually) we seems a bit awkward together... to call her mummy again... i feel a bit burdensome... :/ to post on her fb wall... tooo afraid to do that... to msg her... soo not going to happen... truthfully what I want to tell you all here is... I REALLY MISS HER!!!!... THIS MUCCHH...I MISS HER LIKE THE NUMBER FROM 0 THAT NEVER ENDS... :'( cry again~... she miss me or not? :/
second ohmyunclee!!....after the biggest!!! and shortest fight in the whole world wide... he tend to ignore me much... i don't know laa... I think its really my mistake... but... I really3 want the old him... I don't mean that I want him to be old...haha... I mean I MISS THE OLD DAYS UNCLE... NOT NOW.... u have change... I know its what I get after what I did right... but this punishment is toooo vicious... I miss the time when we were arguing about different opinion... how u wanna be a winnEERRHH....and I give up... because u are the best uncle.... like who can beat u huhh? haha... I really3 want to have the late night chat again... but u refuse to... when i ask u did u still feel the same about me... u just answer yes sure okay... thats really not u uncle... hurmmm what can I do right?... at least I've tried....
third papa...paraperigarno...hohoho... this people aaaaa.... always make me wanna cry because of them!... where he go!!!? again...after SOME fight (Waaa its seems like I really love fighting!! korean people like to say fighting to haha ) actually I was mad at him... and then we both keep silent until today....
hurmm... after all the problem with these people.... I'm glad that god gave me Adelia Amani for me to take care.... even thought she just my niece... I treat her like she is my daughter!!... poor her mother... but her mother actually like it...hehe... she is the first grandchild in my family... taking care of her please me~.... make me forget about all my problem for a while...
it is enough by having her in my arm... after the confinement time pass she will follow her parents to KL... their own house... :'( I'll be staying alor star to sit my PMR exam... and after that... if god wills I will fly to KL with ili to meet adelia again... wait for mak tam k adelia... :') maybe in november... or early than that? who knows right?... just wait for me~.... for now... she is my strength to keep on live~... :D u want to see her face? wait I shall put some of her picture... below... I'm sure will put some...
God please help me to go through the day after this... :') give me back the person that I love... I might be more happier with them by my side... not one of them exclude...
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| A present from Mak Tam~... ;) |
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| getting bigger.... |
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| getting sweeter... :D |
I think that's all for now...till then assalammualaikum~
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