Monday, 15 July 2013

Please just one moment

ya you! yes you. the one that I gave the link to.

Assalamualaikumwarrahmatullahhiwabarakatuh...

Please!...please don't close this window. I just need one last time, one moment. I wish you to stay put your pair of eye on this not so creative and pitiful blog. Just a moment to clear things out. I've put all my afford and braveness to post this ok!...

You were right... Dang! why you were always right? hmmm. You were right that I should venture science world first. You were right about the 'you have to stand for about 6 hours in a day when you're in baking or cooking field' you have to work harder. It might be painful. you were right about I can apply for tesl if i want in future. Lastly you were right that we are not 8 years gap (ok exaggerate much!)

you were absolutely right. no doubt. can't deny. Actually, for all this day I've tried to forget you. So many way just to forget you. And people around me, they just keep on saying forget him, he has abandon you from his life, he doesn't care about you anymore la. I've tried but I still have your fon number, your old messages. Your word which is 'I'll keep watching you from far' it is stupid if a person find out tht i holding on something like that... But I do!.For no reason. So I think, think, think and keep thinking, just why I can't seem to forget you. After all those puzzle have been solve, on 13/7/13 I just realize tht. (this is the hardest part) I might have I repeat might have fallen for you. Yaa wait!... don't close yet!...

I'm sorry! I can't help it. I wanna tell you that I inadvertently without attention ter ok terrfallen in love with your word, your advice, your caring attitude and lastly with you. And maybe this is the reason why I can't seem to forget you.

ya ya, before this many people have thought the same thing that I might have fallen in love with you. But yeah I keep on denying it. But don't worry, after I realize the fact about loving you I also realize tht even if I become brave and confess it in front of you. Its not gonna work between us.

You were like super special guy. Even the nature has decide that human are not perfect. You are like almost perfect. I can't say that you are perfect it is because it will be such a lie then. And I'm nothing. So i guess the word 'reject you' has been written on your face to be pointed to me.

Yeah so with all the guts and braveness tht i have... I've admit it.. So I hope after this I can finally forget you. change my number and yes keep on trying to forget you dear mr. Indeed no lie you're the best supportive man I've ever knew. I bet your friends and family could stay smile while they still get to breath around you. And I wish I could be one of them.

Thank you for everything. For everytime that u have been thru. just to give me a lesson and how to grow up and become stronger. while facing the big bad world~... thanks for believe in me. thank you for giving me hope.

I admit that I really anticipated my birthday this year. who know that I might get a wish from you right? But naaahh, forget it. Xnak mengharap lg dah. I don't know our ending or our future right so happy birthday in advance mr... cause we might not have tomorrow.. xlama lg dah~

without word you come into my life
without word you slowly disappear from my life

you were there when I'm crying over someone.
You should'n be here when i'm crying over you :)

If I'm strong enough this might be the last post about you
You have said before to me. ' sweet x org buat blog utk awek dia?'

I cannot afford a blog for you, I guess 1 post is just enough base on my level.

So bubye, live happily, please forgive me and help me forget you

Assalamualaikum, uncle.