Say Helllooooo

~I'm back!! Like seriousslllyyy back~

Hoooiiii hahhaha... setelah lama tidak menyusun kata2 bahasa melayu yg x seberapa..

aku kembali menerpa ke laman cinta kah3... tapii this time its get haardderr...

haah! nak bgtau... IMN (Imam Masjid Negara) tetibaa aku dah xsuka dia BHAHAHAHAHA...

kann aku dah ckp... hati ini sgtlah nakall... cepatt benorrr berubahh... 

qupa-qupanyaa (kedahh benorr) sebb aku sat suka org nih sat suka org nuh ialah.. 

im stuck with the olddd love story... hingatkah korang about tht guy in 2011... 

i've cried for him, i even confess i even wait for him for two years... 

HAAAAA... he's stuck here in my heart... 

maybe sebb dia lah ak rasa connfuseee nak bercinta... sekejap2 ak syg bdak nih...sekejap2 ak syg budak kelas a kejap2 abg kelas c eh ehh mcm beli baju rayaaa yerr kak...

entah laa.... masalhnya bila aku syg org even sekejap.. aku syg gegilaaaa...

sampai dalam kepala otak aku yg lebih kecik dari matakuu ini hahahaha (ingat burung unta?) asyik pikir pasal diaaa jaa.... sampai dlam kelas aku boleh kata aku agak bluuurrr sampai perghh cikgu melalak merapuu pun ak xdengar... PAQAAAHHH HOOIII

soo mcm mna nk resolve kejadah melukakan hti sendiri iniiihh? senang jaahhh... lock your heart n keep waiting... xpayah sibuk nk pilih satu org utk disayangi cause dah terang2 kau dah saayangg dia since 2011... sooo keep on loving him as a special one.. n start lahh sayang semuuuuaaaa org soo that kau tahu... kau syg semua org n bukan abg a abg c abg kelas D... maknanya ingatkan kat diri kauuu... oh aku syg dia tpi mcm aku syg org lain cause yg special hnya ada 1 n xkan penah berubah...

oh one more thing... uollss i kan minat koreaa... xdak laa fann gila2 smpai pegi konsert iteeww... mampu google dan youtube sajaaa... so begini cerita nyaa... bhahaha sorry panjang sikit entry ini sebb lama x pot pet pot pet... (its sem break~) ok... dulu aku terperasan something.. karakter dia nih sebjikk dengan karakter eunhyuk from super junior... well sebelum dia berubah menjadi seorang yg sengapp dan xfun mcm dulu.. ok dah...

n thisss year... aku perasan bila aku tengok eunhyuk... aku bukan tngok as a fan yg syg boyband tau... aku tngok eunhyuk the same way aku tngok 'dia' okehh paham?? dakk bukan nyaa aku tengok eunhyuk aku nmpak dia... aku tngok eunhyuk n i was like... yes ak syg dia nih... ak syg eunhyuk sama mcm aku syg dia... bezanya... ak xpenah lah nk nangis sebb eunhyuk ni...

sebb aku xfann ak syg... n ak sedar MOSTTAAHILLL lah dia nk syg aku balik hahah korea kot... soo dia sama mcm kes boy yg aku tunggu nih... cuma beza dia.. aku mengharapkan sinar keajaiban memandangkan kmi tinggal di satu negara yg sama dan daerah yg hampirr sama dan area persekitaran yg boleh dikataakan agak dekat... cuma dipisahkan dengn takdir yg tidak berpihak kepada kami... or more to akuu haha...

bhahaha dah laa kot... hari lain nk ckp lagi~... seroonoknyaa boleh menulis keh3...~ 

i need u back like seriously

i miss your writing, i miss your advice, i miss it when u say u gonna give me the time to cry n let it out... n last but not least i miss you.....

since last year... everything has change... 

there's no you, there's no advice anymore... what i miss the most is your humors...

nooooohhh amik hangggg....

HEBATNYA!!!

no more i can say just... Dia Imam Masjid Negara...

Hanya dengan laungan azan dapat padam org yg aku gila2 tunggu dri tahun lepas?
hanya satu azan hanya satu pesanan ringkas yg teramat... gilalah... sapa dia??
sanggup aku pegi cari sapalah yg azan tue... rupanyaa
Dia Imam Masjid Negara...(tiada kaitan dengan imam masjid negara Kuala Lumpur yer...hanya perumpamaan)  :)

tapi kenapa? kenapa bila aku ad masalah jaaa still nama yg lama akan keluar dari hati aku?
kenapa bukan imam masjid negara??? kenapa aku still xpercayakan org lain
untuk ceritakan masalah aku??

entahlaa... aku rsa klau aku cita msalah aku dekat IMN aku akan malu sendiri...
sama ada kantoi dengan kawan2 dia or kawan2 aku yg mna kawan2 dia jugak
or apa2 ajelah... tapi aku rasa selamat klau BOLEH cerita dekat kau yg slama nie aku tunggu
mmg xmungkin la aku akan dpt peluang cerita SEGALA JENIH masalah yg melanda aku  mcm
ribut sekarang nie dekat kauuu... XMUNGKIN... at the end... IMN pun tidak kau lagilah tidak
ending dia aku pendam... last2 aku gila sesorang

GEEEEERAAAAMMMMM!!!!

tapi entah laaaaa..... klau cita2 aku boleh 3-4 kali tukar....
inikan pula cinta hahhaa... selagi xda kata putus aku milik sesiapa...
hati aku mudah terpaut dengan benda2 yg org lain anggap mudah n biasa...
such as azan.... surah2 or apa2 je laaa org GELAK pun kadang2 aku terusik...
apa penyakit aku sebenaqnya nie?

aku penah tanya kawan aku... asal sekarang aku mudah jatuh hati dengan
org2 yg melaungkan ayat2 suci or kalimah Allah??
kawan2 aku just balas alhamdullilah aku pun xpaham...
klau nie jalan aku seterusnya alhamdullilah...
tapi entah laaa....

tapi apa2 pun malam tue mmg ajaiblah... nama dia totally out..
sedangkan sebelum nie... xmungkin sesaat nama dia akan hilang
dri hati mcm MH370 tue.... tpi that night was...... :/

my heart burst out like this laaaaa!!!! 

IMAM MASJID NEGARA ONE DAY YOU'LL BE MINE... :D

love u more than i did before.

  Stay near me.....please :'(                        

                             

I don't know why... but I feel something when I hear this song... n suddenly I say... 

I do love u more than I did before..

lyric

Well, it's good to hear your voice
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder,
I'm lonely here at night
I'm lost here in this moment and time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side

Oh, oh I miss you
Oh, oh I need you

And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay

Well, I try to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God, I'm torn apart inside

I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same
And somehow I feel closer and I can hear you say

Oh, oh I miss you
Oh, oh I need you

I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
Always stay

I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You're the one that I hold onto
'Cause my heart would stop without you

I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
I'll always stay

And I love you more than I did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask I will stay, I will stay
I will stay

if i could just

aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

*scream my problems away... :'(

Please just one moment

ya you! yes you. the one that I gave the link to.

Assalamualaikumwarrahmatullahhiwabarakatuh...

Please!...please don't close this window. I just need one last time, one moment. I wish you to stay put your pair of eye on this not so creative and pitiful blog. Just a moment to clear things out. I've put all my afford and braveness to post this ok!...

You were right... Dang! why you were always right? hmmm. You were right that I should venture science world first. You were right about the 'you have to stand for about 6 hours in a day when you're in baking or cooking field' you have to work harder. It might be painful. you were right about I can apply for tesl if i want in future. Lastly you were right that we are not 8 years gap (ok exaggerate much!)

you were absolutely right. no doubt. can't deny. Actually, for all this day I've tried to forget you. So many way just to forget you. And people around me, they just keep on saying forget him, he has abandon you from his life, he doesn't care about you anymore la. I've tried but I still have your fon number, your old messages. Your word which is 'I'll keep watching you from far' it is stupid if a person find out tht i holding on something like that... But I do!.For no reason. So I think, think, think and keep thinking, just why I can't seem to forget you. After all those puzzle have been solve, on 13/7/13 I just realize tht. (this is the hardest part) I might have I repeat might have fallen for you. Yaa wait!... don't close yet!...

I'm sorry! I can't help it. I wanna tell you that I inadvertently without attention ter ok terrfallen in love with your word, your advice, your caring attitude and lastly with you. And maybe this is the reason why I can't seem to forget you.

ya ya, before this many people have thought the same thing that I might have fallen in love with you. But yeah I keep on denying it. But don't worry, after I realize the fact about loving you I also realize tht even if I become brave and confess it in front of you. Its not gonna work between us.

You were like super special guy. Even the nature has decide that human are not perfect. You are like almost perfect. I can't say that you are perfect it is because it will be such a lie then. And I'm nothing. So i guess the word 'reject you' has been written on your face to be pointed to me.

Yeah so with all the guts and braveness tht i have... I've admit it.. So I hope after this I can finally forget you. change my number and yes keep on trying to forget you dear mr. Indeed no lie you're the best supportive man I've ever knew. I bet your friends and family could stay smile while they still get to breath around you. And I wish I could be one of them.

Thank you for everything. For everytime that u have been thru. just to give me a lesson and how to grow up and become stronger. while facing the big bad world~... thanks for believe in me. thank you for giving me hope.

I admit that I really anticipated my birthday this year. who know that I might get a wish from you right? But naaahh, forget it. Xnak mengharap lg dah. I don't know our ending or our future right so happy birthday in advance mr... cause we might not have tomorrow.. xlama lg dah~

without word you come into my life

without word you slowly disappear from my life

you were there when I'm crying over someone.

You should'n be here when i'm crying over you :)

If I'm strong enough this might be the last post about you

You have said before to me. ' sweet x org buat blog utk awek dia?'

I cannot afford a blog for you, I guess 1 post is just enough base on my level.

So bubye, live happily, please forgive me and help me forget you

Assalamualaikum, uncle. 

a quick but lovely post.

Well hello there!... peeps!... on last Wednesday I went out to hang around with my friend... although I'm already move out to another school I still can't forget them and never ever forget them... so we were hanging around and chill together from one to another restaurant... yeah we all food lover!!...

we started the day at the public library located in the heart of the alor star city... yaaawww... study timee... (sangat!) about a few hours later... one of us just can't stand the temptation of mcd sundae strawberry which has been calling his name!!... ahakss... 

so we head out to CP... don't mention it..ahah.... 

we head to D'apple and do some shout out for the karaoke superior room...

ahaks... (back home im being diagnose on tonsil!) 

after that crazy moment... we went to syamim's favor place!!...

McD!! Sundae strawberry peeps!!...

he's craving for sooo longg....

 then head to p.hainan.. lunch time...

normal food nothing great nothing new... just that pak cik

makin lama makin meeaaaaw! geram nyah!... hahaha

xreti sabor betul...

then we travel around that mall...

wahh travel gi tu... besar ke? hahaha

we even make our own cotton candy...

hahahha 

then we go for bowling!!!!! 

only 1 game to lepas gian laa..

lama xmain... puas la jugak..

when we niat to enjoy..

sure we enjoy...but the other 2 donnoo... :P

then tour around...again and again and again...

then lapar balik derrghh...

head out to Secret's!

haaa friends... order what u want...

suma muke sedihh... takut... fau bayar...

rase besalah... buat pasal xnak makan... 

ape punya gile aku nak makan sorang datang smpai 4 org?

order jerr its on me... haa sume senyum kambeng!...

then I shall lets the pic do the talk... 

enjoy!

us!...

xnampak sgt ler... tue la blog leh letak pic kecik2 je.  :(

Tadaa!! malu2 tapi mahu kan diorang nie..janji bahagialah kawan~

polaroid lover!! say cheesee!!... :D

= well i guess I should stop now cause in a few minute from now I'm going back to my hostel there... hellno!!... but I have to accept the path that I've choose.. right? soo friends... If my time on earth weren't enough, may I ask a permission from now to just stay deep in your every heart?  :'D 

#Eily nick  #Our Ace  #Abg Hariz  #Men of the day  #SR  #McD  #D'Apple  #CP  #Polaroid lover! <3